Hey there Poppers! :)
I dont know where to start. Well I know that you have all been waiting for updates from this blog. It has been such a while since I last posted something about JamLi. I would like to start by saying that I was never gone. I never left your side. I've read all of your comments and tweets asking for updates about the two. I have constatly and deligently check for updates and posts on all JamLi fan pages. I'm still lurking in twitter and pex. I am with you in every step of the way. From the happy times, confusions, anger, disappointments and acceptance.
This post is not easy for me. I am writing this not to keep your hopes up but to help you realize that somethings are not meant to be. I am still a Popper and will forever be, but I have also accepted the fact that someone has changed and that he's no longer the same guy that I've learned to love a long time ago.
I am writting this post not to force you into doing or believing something. I'm posting this last post because I know that each Popper deserves to know what's been going on. After reading this post, evaluate yourselves and decide. I am only here to lay down what happened.
I'm not quite sure if this is where it started but this may have played a big role on what happened to JamLi:
- This is still during the Shoutout days, before Ann's 16th Birthday. There was an out of the country trip planned by JamLi and three other teen friend. They were suppose to go to Taiwan. Ann had already informed her aunt that they will be having their vacation there. Everything was already planned. The other teens already got their parents permission. That time James still hasnt booked a flight but he's already sure about the said trip.
- Then came Ann's 16th birthday party. I know that every popper knew who got invited. Since the "MUG" was also there, James may have slip and told her about the trip. I dont know the exact details but to sum it up, the "MUG" learned about the said trip.
- Days after the 16th birthday, the "MUG" called Ann saying that she'll go with them and that she already got per parents permission. She also said that she's ready to book a flight.
- The other teens backed out of the said plan due to their busy scheds and James was the only one left who hasn't backed out yet. Sad to say, all seats have already been booked so the ending was only Ann flew to Taiwan for the said vacation right after her 16th birthday.
I guess you all knew what happened next. The skating in MOA with the "MUG". The night outs, and who would forget the Valentines date with a "friend". I must say it all started there. The day she left the country, he got busy with someone else who for me, made a lot of effort in taking his attention and finally succeeded in geting it all for herself. They became official, and yes if we're going to base it from the "MUG's" tweets, we can finally conclude that they became official right after Ann left the country.
Them being official started it all. It is one of the reason why there were no longer phone calls, no more texts, no more skype, no more oovoo, no more hanging out. They became awkward after that. Who wouldn't be awkward when the girl doesnt want his boyfriend to talk to his "friend".
So that's how it all started. Maybe deep within him he'd still wanted to be friends with her (baka nahihiya lang siguro). Besides, it was he who said "SHE'S STILL BUBBLY" while looking at her from afar during the Star Magic Ball.
They may not be talking now, I understand them since it'll be very awkward. But I'm still hoping that the friendship they shared while they were still inside the house will come back. They may not end up together as what most of us have hoped for but at least they could save their friendship.
Im no longer hoping that JamLi would become real. I have already cried a river over that. I have already accepted the fact that he chose someone else. But I'm still hoping that one day, they'd be friends again.
Yes I am still a popper, but at the moment I will be supporting them individually. Whoever I chose to support, I'll just keep it for myself.
Maybe, it's high time for you too to open your eyes and see what's really happening between them.
I'm going back to lurking mode. I will not shut down this page so you can have some memories to remember and look back to.
Forever Yellow ~Elite ^__^
